When I wake up in the morning knowing I'm about to go for a run, that day is going to be a special day. What makes it special is the simple fact that I get to do something I truly love. I love getting up early, putting on the appropriate apparel, grabbing my choice of running shoes, lacing them up and heading out before the sun rises. When the sun finally rises and you happen to strategically or accidentally be running in a spot where the sunlight hits your face and you feel its warmth, it’s when I feel the most alive.
I love the quiet, the stillness and peaceful atmosphere of an early morning run, especially out on the trails. It's my temple, a place to do my runs. It feels like the whole world is still asleep and I am already moving. I love feeling my body slowly come to me, my breathing sits into a rhythm as my heart settles into a rate that is neither pushed or laxed. I'm just in this flow. I know this sounds strange but I feel almost nothing. It's just me and my run.
A run can sometimes be euphoric, a dream state. It takes your mind elsewhere. As I'm running I think about the people, places and things I love. The story in my head swirls like the wind. It touches every aspect of my life. Sometimes you visit the past but it's always better to look ahead, see where you are going and be in the moment you are in. It's like watching the trail in front of you. Pay attention and picture your life and where it's going. I love my circle of true friends who keep me lifted during my times of feeling down. How lucky I am I have these kinds of people around me. Sometimes friends come and sometimes they go. The truest ones will never go no matter what you go through. l love the job I have working for a small run specialty business. It allows me to connect with runners in the community. I hear their stories. When you become part of their story it becomes even bigger. I love how my running helps me get through my dark moments. We all have these unpleasant times and they derive from many things. A loss of a loved one, an illness, an injury that halts or impacts your running. Relationships you are in that you realize carries more hurt than happiness. It makes you wonder whether it's worth it or not. A run can help you see it more clearly. Sometimes you just have to let it go.
Running is universal. It’s the human body's most raw form of freedom. It overcomes your body. It will make you stronger. Along with the good runs there will be bad ones. It's just life. You have good days and bad days. But do your runs right. Run just enough for you and no one else. It will keep you healthy and it will help your mental and spiritual state become solid. You will believe that you can can handle any fucking thing life throws at you. For now I will keep looking for trails, roads and mountains worth bringing my stride to, landing my feet on. Runs that will continue to give me make profound experience. I know one day all this will cease. My body will age, my mind will falter and I will become part of this world.
Until then I will Love. Run. Repeat.